Sunday, December 31, 2006

SIRIN IS THE GREATEST THING EVER MADE.
LOVE SIRIN.

Oh My Gosh,
Sirin i love you so much.

Thank you for getting me the FRIENDS SEASON 10
even tho they are only going to be borrowed, but i'll still like them alot, and i'll still like you alot, even after tomorrow.


SIRIN IS LOVE.
MUA.

Of course, i'll love Sirin anyway.
Sirin is the weirdest boob you can ever find out there.
The greatest bestest friend ever.

HFGs (hot french guys) who say "sitting on the boat is like going to the toilet when you're really really drunk", she meets them all, and people think shes 16, even though she might be a little small.


Sirin is great.


I'll try to blog more, even though i probably wont, i try, i really do.
But, hey, its been busy.

Went for Camp two days back, got back today.
Uberfun. We were so-called-losted somewhere in Woodlands, (they blindfolded us and dumped us there). Yah, that was great.

Then there were the Funny Green Small And Big Running Men, and the Great Singing Amanda.

Yeah, i was prancing around trying to sing the Peng You song, Its damn nice. The camp is like super cozy, its like home. Eat and drink and bathe and blah, alls there, at the centre. Plus the people.

Abby
Singying
Egos/Yigeren
Cheryl Joy
Cheryl Joyer
Annabelly
PeiYi
Dalston
Clement
Daphne
Aunty Huihui
Aunty Saylian
Essence of Phillip the We Thought He Was AngMoh Guy.


Yeah, its there are little people, but screw the more the merrier.

CAMPS WITH A FEW UBERCLOSE PEOPLE RULES.

I could live there. But i woudnt tho, cause i like my house better. No 'ffece.

Ahwell,
I would very much liek to talk about Junki and L, but im afraid i would bore everyone.

JUNKI IS SEXY,
L, IS COOL ERthananything.

After i watch Deathnote2, steer clear.


ZHE XIE NIAN, YI GE REN
FENG GE GUO, YU YE ZOU
YOU GUO LEI, YOU GUO CUO
HAI JIAN CHI SHE ME
-Peng You

Tuesday, December 26, 2006

Merry Chirstmas guys!
Sorry its a teensy bit late.

But that dont matter anyway.

Bing, Dear, Wei, Nao, Shuans, Dan, BQ and co came over to well. Celebrate. It was anyway, the first time i ever got that woozy, and all that.

Then we played rubbish twister, yaknow, cheat and all that. Slept the most 4 hours. And Dan, didnt sleep at all. Was up playing PS2. Surprise surprise.

I got Nao this cool fish earring thing plus a ubercool handmand Cal-hobs
and a dogchain for the gift exchange.

Bing got me some pink Stitch thing which dont look like stitch cause stitch is blue. But it was so unbelievebly weird looking it grew on me.

Its ear broke. BQ says he didnt, so i believe him, being me. Then i think its a good thing because then it distinguished from the other freaky clones in Minitoons.

At night, it got really weird. I know i was laughing and crazy and happy after drinking that crap. Then the few of us who drank it played twister and crushed the poor mat till unreconisable. And we were all laughing and rubbishy.

Then threw stuff around and knocked out at about 4.

Next day woke up early as hell man. Bing woke up and accidentally got us up. Later we watch Eragon. Its a good show.

*cough*

Im dying.
I think im fainting you know.

Lack of sleep, Junkfood overload, too much death of of braincells. (killed by certain someones)

The screen is going woozy.
Dizzy as hell.

Dead.

After i dieded, i went to bathe.
I used fullblast freezing water and it woke me up abit.

Im freaking shivering like hell and i have the huge blankie around me plus Notsostitch. I have a horrible stomach ache. Im gonna test my Kill Poison With Poison theory now because i need comfort food. So icecream's gonna hev to do it.

I feeling all down because Chirtsmas is over. Weeks of wraping presents and getting all hellishy hyped and late nights. All over.

Future is looking bleak.

Plus, having a crazy night yesterday is making me feel terribly weird and hollowish today. Maybe its the stomachach though. Cant tell.




I was thinking about school and how i dreaded it. The Phone Rang.

Let Me Tell You A Story About The Call That Changed My Destinee-ee.

I was having the hardest time of my life ever, the hardest desicion i had ever made.

Choice 1: Stick with dear 1dee and Cara and Sirin, and the coolest people i've met. At the same time disappoint ma THIS much. And dad too. Miss out on the chance to go national. Miss out on ubercool stuff like sports massages. At the same time have extra traning. Argh.

Choice 2: Well. The opposite. ^^

Choice 3: Fail all subjects and switch schools.

Choice 4: Shave my head.



Choice 3 and 4 were ruled out because it would cause too much trouble and heartache.

There the two other choices stood, glaringly, meanly.

How i hated them.

Its a damn lucky thing i didnt shave my head.


I took Choice 2.
Split ways with Cara and co.

Tough.
Anyway, back to the present.


So Cara was on the phone.
And GUESS WHAT.

She got into sports class too. Dunno how, dunno why. Im suddenly loving SusanLim. You know how much, THIS MUCH. Hell, so much i can die.

I was half crying, i was so happy.

You know what this means?
Someone loves me. SOMEONE LOVES ME ALOT.
Someone up there, that side or this side.

Somehere.
Its making me really happy.
Really really happy.

Yow know what?
I've changed my mind.

Everyone, loves me.
Everyone up there, that side, this side.

Its making me high.


FOUND
Blue and green and white toothbrush, and a Anna Nicola towel. Claim of these objects expire in 30 days. If not, they will be put to sleep.

Call: 9******* for claim of items.





KEEP HOLDING ON
CAUSE YOU KNOW IM HERE FOR YOU

NOTHING YOU CAN SAY
NOTHING YOU CAN DO
WHEN IT COMES TO THE TRUTH

-Keep Holding on. AvrilLavigne.
Eragon Theme Song.

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

Lee. Jun-Ki.

Can you believe it?

He has the same surname as me.


Wahh.

I bet we're related.



Lee Jun-Ki.

The guy who starred in King and the Clown, which sold 11.7 million tickets, and entered history as the highest grossing Korean movie ever made.


Because of the good ACTORS and the good script, and the good story.




THEN LEEJUNKI GOT BIG.


I mean, why the heck not?


He is UBERHOT, and he can pull of acting as a girl is this helluva big movie, acts so damn well (try watching MyGirl, everytime he cries, i cry more), look femenine and at the same time not gay looking and still superhot. I mean, no one else in the world can pull that off.

















And DAMN he looks freaking beautiful as a girl too.

Plus, the first time i saw him on MyGirl, he looked SO much like L i couldnt stand it.














Looks like L no?



Just that Junki has a better looking face.

Oo, you should go google his name. Its freaking funny how girls gush about him. I wanna marry him so much, everytime i look at his face i feel like dying.

Haha. Least im not that bad yet.




















Caption contest, anyone?
"WOW, am i hot, or am i hot?"

Monday, December 18, 2006

Pissed.

PISSED WITH ALL THE PEOPLE IN THE WORLD WHO HAVE MUMMIES WHO CHECK THEIR PHONES AND COMPLAIN TO THE MOM OF THE KID THEY SMS.

Pissedpissedpissed.

Why, WHY oh why,
Is it that EVERYTIME they check,

ITS ALWAYS ME THAT SMSES THEM THE MOST?
Its just so wrong, and SO not true.

JUST CAUSE THEY KNOW MY MOM, AND THEY FEEL THE NEED TO TELL MY MOM I SMS THEIR SONS ALOT.

Its is, not fine, this need. It is COMPLETELY UNNECCECARY and embarrasing.




First it was Bing, then Wei, and NOW Jeryl.


I sms girls a whole lot more.

AND WHYY, tell me why, issit that only the guys mother who tell my say i sms their sons alot?
(and hell i DO NOT. Its just my stinkin luck that makes them check their phone just when i smsed them)

Maybe moms have the MISCONCEPTION that I AM TRYING TO SECUCE THEIR SONS or something.


Jeeeee-zus.

Anyway.
WHY THE HECK DO MUMMIES CHECK THEIR KIDS PHONES IN THE FIRST PLACE? (its bad enough)
Dont geddit.

Its their kid's stuff man.
They should stop that.

So,
FOR THE LOVE OF AMANDA
PLEASE, PLEASEEE

Join the

Delete Your Messages Club.

Kamsahamnida!

Friday, December 15, 2006

Today i skipped track cause i felt like crap.
I was puking like mad and i had this crazy stomachache.

Im fine now tho.


-Continued/ Day 3-

Yah. So i was sitting behind Wei, freaking out in case he crashed or something. But then i wanted to drive damn badly, so i wasnt really thinking straight.

We looked SERIOUSLY wrong. But anyway, moving on. Wei was driving about the fastest cause we were the first ATV behind the guide. Then we saw elephants. Its one thing to see them from afar, or sit on them, since you're not really seeing thier huge trunks.

Its a whole different thing to be sitting on the ATV seeing these huge elephants lumbering along freakishly close to you. Plus one of the elephants stuck its huge hairy trunk at me. I tell you, i screamed. I screamed like hell.

ATV is short for All-Terrain Vehicle, i just remembered. The ride was bumpy as hell. S'pecially on the rocky parts. Was waving to people in the little houses and in the vans that passed us.

Dad taught me to drive when we had the break (yes, the ride was about 2hrs, and yes, we need a break in between) then it was my turn, to drive, that is. Helluva fun time. I bet Wei was scared shit. I mean, if i was behind me, i would be. He was controling most of the time anyway.

Down the slopes and eveything, he helped me break, thankgod. My fingers were cramping up too. How they drive for so long, damn, it must be a miracle.

So i climbed back behind him.

We were thinking about how much Bing and BQ was missin out. But they were in Aussie anyway. SO THERE. Huh. *gloatgloat* Still sad that they missed it tho. Sigh.

Then, -here comes the good part- Wei pointed out this dog and chicken and they were living together in harmony and it was cool. His words excally. Guess what, i turned and looked, and he crashed into one of the little houses.

My goodness. That was cool. When he went screeching off the path and crashed into the house, i was thinking, man, im dreaming. Couldnt scream in time, cause i suppose i wasn't scared. I told you i have something wrong with me. Then this woman came rushing out shouting like crazy.

Lucky Wei braked in time else the house and the ATV woulda probably perished. Along with my money. And Weis. Or worse still, us.

Then their whole family came out to watch the guide drag the ATV back on course. Ohboy, that was cool. Wei kept saying i shoulda screamed so he would wakie up. Heck, i would have too, i wonder why i didnt, seriously. So i drove for awhile in case he was still in shock.

In any case, i wasnt. I was freaking high. Excitement does that to me. When he drove again he was swerving all over. But that was on purpose, to freak me out. Yeah it did, i was clinging on for my dear life.

Later, after that, everyone wanted to know what happened and everything. Then we went White Water Rafting

White Water Rafting
Damn, yeah that was fun. Me and dear saw this super cool looking Thai guy who looked damn young. AND he was one of the guides too, which meant he had muscles. *Swoooon*

We had to row and everything, much more fun than the bamboo crap. Plus our raft got stuck and the boat started flooding faster than you could think, and everyone on my raft was freaking out and everything.

Then the guide on my boat made us crowd to one side, push, pull and all that. Nothing worked. The water was up to our hips. Honestly, I wasnt scared.

My sister, on the other hand was probably so scared i think she was gonna puke. The water was absolutely FREEZING and it was so refreshing i was playing around abit. The rescue team came after awhile, and thats when the cool Thai guy came to save us.

He was skimming the rocks like a pro and then got to us first while the others stayed at bank waiting to be needed. He was topless which made him look cool with the lifejacket.

I swear, he looked probably a little older then us only. Thats damn young.
So then Me, Dear and my sis stood on a rock (like in the movies) and i was freezing crap.

Then they managed to dislodge the raft after about 30 mins. Yeah im not kidding, it took that long. Confusing procedure i will not explain.

Then we rowed till we ached and it was the life.

Momo was pronuced dead today.


Day 4/ Shopping

We went to see the International Flower Exhibition. We travel in the UBER COOL THAILAND TAXI LIKE THE ONE IN GOONG WHERE SHIN AND MIN HYO-RIN WERE DOING STUPID THINGS TOGETHER. THEY WERE IN THAILAND TOOOO. I LOVED IT.

But the Flower thing.. It was such a waste of time. Plus, i almost killed myself in the heat. Okay think scorching. Then think stading in the microwave. Then think my skin getting tanner which is actually possible, i realised that day.

Yah. In all, it kinda, well er... I didnt like it. Not at all.

We went to shop later. The aircon was such a relief. Me, Dear and Wei Plus Dan and Mark for awhile, walked around talking amazingly loud and causing excitement for people around us. We skated on the uberslipperly floor and talked about everything under the scorching, burning, mean, sun.

We went to a facial cause it was much cheaper there. Ahhh. That was nice. Tho i didnt really see the difference. Or the point.

All in all, we prob wasted the whole day there cause we just about didnt buy anything at all. We were finding something for Bing and BQ but clips and earrings didnt seem fitting.

But wasted isnt really the word. We probably bonded so much more than we could ever have in the 12plus years we knew each other for. If you think about it, almost eveytime we meet we scream and shout and push and play. And when we're not, our parents are almost always there.

Its hard to talk like that. Shopping works, really.

Then we got laughed in the face cause the other group, QianYi, Nao and my sister got bought so many things. One of which a toe ring for the three of them.

Some friendship toe ring. *sniff* Ha. But we got neoprints instead. Thats cooler i told them. No, that dont count as counterattackting they tell us. Their neoprint there isnt really neoprint. Its kinda like a camera. It is a camera, in fact. Then you press enter and then the snaps.

Its silly but its only 3 bucks. So ahwell. Dan was making stupid faces. It was damn cute.

Momo Reborn

Day 5.

We go home.
Wake early as hell and make for the airport.
In the plane we discuss a new CounterAttact.

The SHIRT OF THREE.

Drama, drama.

Anyway. Yeah.
Then Dear and I decorated Wei's book for him.
Proclaiming my greatenss, ectect.

We go to Macs to eat in the airport.
Eurgh, maybe it was the Macs food.

DiFong came to get us in our car.

Wish i were still there.

-End-



Im thinking why would anyone read such a looong post.
And im wondering why i typed it.

Its probably for myself, since i dont have a diary.
Plus i like blogging alot more than diary.

So. Im just going to ignore Nao's Blogging Is A Watse Of Time thing.


I will I will I will I will.



YOURE REALLY LOVELY
UNDERNEATH IT ALL
YOU WANT TO LOVE ME
UNDERNEATH IT ALL
-No Doubt. Underneath It All

Thursday, December 14, 2006

I am back from Chiang Mai.
I bet ya missed me so much.
SO MUCH.

Moving On Swiftly,


Day1.

We rush to the airport in the wee little puny hours and check in. Tho friggin tired, we still play cards in the stuffy little plane WHICH was really squashy and small.

We reach the hotel and the its really cool. It has this really cosy feeling about it. Like, home kinda thing. The people there are so close and everything.

Kids snag a room. Wei sleeps on the couch, Shi sleeps on the two chairs, Dear me and my sis share a kingsize and Nao and Qian share the other.

So then we go caving. The van we take around is like whoa. It has a tv and everything.

We climb these super amazingly steep steps which almost kill us to the cave opening. THEN we climb these super duper steep steps down into the cave bottom.

Seriously dont see the point.

Its damn dark so i walk around climbing steep steps all over. This caving is not the type where you get bat shit all over you. Its just walking and walking and walking and looking at shiny rocks.

And then. Dear's dad found a tiny little opening inside one the caves. So we all messed ourselves up and squashed into the hole. The other side was really dark. And big.

Climbing INTO the hole tho, was tough, I nearly killed Wei. I was climbing behind him, kept grabbing his shirt cause the mud was slippery as hell.

Then the whole group of us huddled inside the HOT STUFFY SMELLY MUDDY little hole squatting there like idoits. We thought we were the first and we should put a flag or somthing until we saw SO MUCH grafatii around. One shine, and DAMN all over i tell you. Boy did that burst my little bubble.

Later we go off to play hookey. I mean Gokarts. WHAOOEE. I tell you that is the LIFE. Life i say. I have, never in my life driven something. Other than a bike, no. Or a sail boat, But they dont count much.

Its like wind in your face, speed, and GO! As fast as you want, you're in control. It feels so damn good. The first few rounds i was friggin terrified of like, skidding off the track and catching fire and going up in a pile of dust like in the shows.

Then i got damn bored of going so slow and anyway Shi was freaking me out cause he was going to damn fast and i tried to catch up. I was going damn fast. I thought. And Dear, boy she was was going fast as hell too.

Wei got the faster kart cause he looked bigger, i suppose. Then the whole time i was blocking him, and Qianyi was so funny.

Everyone was like, squinty eyed speeding like crazy, contentrating a whole lot. And there she was going slow like anything, waving to everyone.

That day, Shi bought Momo.



Day2.

Today we watched a freakishly cool show. AIR PANIC. In the van. The van was all kids and we were all glued to the screen. The show is seriously nice. Plus me and Dear were damn happy cause the pretty airstewardess and the shuaii FBI guy got together in the end.

Then we sat on elephants. Ohhboy that was fun. the elephants actually GO INTO the water, like really deep. And then they wallop around. I was with Dear. Wei, Markie and Shi were in the elephant in front. Nao, QY, Becks, were behing behind us.

They started lagging so far behind, but that was after i got a few photos of them tho. Our 'elephant rider person' was probably the nicest. He let me sit on the elephants neck. It was ubercool. Oh yeah, our elephant kept shitting. So said the people on the elephant behind us.

Then we went bamboo rafting. I must say, that was kinda stupid. Its just sitting on bamboo raft and floating around, screaming at terrifiying insects (or whatever the brown thing was), while getting screamed at for screaming at the insecty browny jumpy thingys.

Then cause Shi was cajolling so much, i went to a different Gokart centre. Wahseh that one hurt like hell. I got 3 blisters and the ride was so damn bumpy i thought my kart was gonna fall apart anytime.

And i kept drifting cause Shi said it was fun. Haha, ohhyeah it was.

After that we left for the night market and ate there. Me, Wei, Dear, Markie and Shi got split from the group while shopping (wasnt on purpose, i swear) and then we got everyone searching.

Haha,"in good hands", my foot.


That day, Momo bled half to his death.


Day 3

My mom told Wei he could drive the ATV. The ATV is this vehicle car thing which is somewhat like a small truck which can go offroad. It like driving a car, but on mud and in the jungle and all that.

Rocky terrain something, its called i think. Then i was all pissed cause Wei wasnt 16 yet and if he could drive then, crap, i could too. And Nao. They were put together cause both off them were the oldest.

But the Nao saw the seats and she backed out. Half begged me to change seats with her. My mom had half forbidden me to drive cause she was friggin pissed with my whining.

So in the end, i rode with Wei cause my mom said whatever when i asked "If i ride with wei can i drive when hes really tired?" It was a very non-comittal mumble but, no, i didnt really bother.

You must wonder why Nao gave up the seat with Wei, (which made no actual difference in the end cause everyone got to drive, even Shi.) The seats are like motorbike seats. Have you seen one'na them before? Yeah.
Samasama.

So Wei was practicing. Around and around the mud track on the ATV.

And then we were off for the real thing. We were all wearing ubercool goggles and helmets. But the cloth around our mouth nad noses destroyed the cool look. We looked like terrorists.

I swore to bring excitement to the poor bored villagers. And i'll say, excitement did we bring.

-To Be Continued-


Heh.
I have to go caroling prac now.

Seeya later.

I LAY MY LOVE ON YOU
ITS ALL I WANNA DO
EVERYTIME I BREATHE
I FEEL BRAND NEW
-Westlife. Lay My Love on You

Saturday, December 09, 2006

You know what?
Westlife rocks.

WESTLIFE RULES.
WESTLIFE RULES.

You can get me their album for christmas.

They rule.
My goodness.

I was in Unitedsquare then i heard,
CANT BELIEVE THAT IM A FOOL AGAIN.
THOUGHT THIS LOVE WOULD NEVER END
HOW WAS I TO KNOW
YOU NEVER TOLD ME

Then it kept ringing in my head till forever,
but it wouldnt click.

So when i got home i found it was Fool Again.
Then i was listening to all the Westlife old songs.

They rock.


Moving On Swiftly.

I AM GOING TO THAILAND TOMORROW.
Zipeedeedoodah
Zipeedeedeh!

I packed.
I have a list of people who i have to buy stuff for.

Well.
1. Jonel - cause she begged and i promised.
2.Bing- cause hes missing out
3.BQ- cause hes missing out
4. Belly- cause she got me these ultra cool earrings from jap.
5. Cara- cause shes getting me something from Aussie.
6. Jeryl - cause hes a chicken. and loves chicken.
7. Nat - cause she rocks. plus i have to make her feel guilty. FOR LEAVING.
8. gum for my friends.


Yay.
Im sure there are more people, but my brains all stuckky today.

Im too excited!
Whoopee!

Anyway.
Barney rocks anyhow.
Me and my bro were watching it from the kids hairdressers shop.

That shop is totally way cool.
This 5 year old kid came out looking like punk.
Spikey purple hair everything.

*Whistle*

Almost hugged him.
This kinda hair makes me squirm man.
Hot eh?

Barney, rules tho.


IF I LET YOU GO
I WOULD NEVER KNOW
WHAT I LIFE WOULD BE
HOLDING YOU CLOSE TO ME
-Westlife. If i let you go

Wednesday, December 06, 2006

http://www.neopets.com/refer.phtml?username=leemanda567

HERE YOU GO.
EVERYONE YOU BETTER YOU THERE.
AND SIGN UP.

Neopets will rule.
Next time.

YOU'LL SEE.
I'LL SHOW YOU,
MISS BELLE THE BOOB.
LAST CHRISTMAS.
I GAVE YOU MY HEART. <3
THE VERY NEXT DAY
YOU GAVE IT AWAY
This Christmas.
To save me from tears, ><

I'll give it to someone
Special.



You know when i stop training, all my muscles will turn into fat. Which is not a very good thing issit? Cause like these four years i'll be running day in day out.

Then KABAM after o'levs i stop traning.
I will be reduced to a fat lump.

Sigh.
Of course, that is a long way off.
3 more measly years before i hop off to JC or Poly. Maybe i wouldnt even beable to make it in.

Of course, i would like to fly a plane.
Which means i have to ace my maths and physics.

Which means i will never fly a plane.
Or a jet.
Or a private jet.
Or anything.

Plus my eyesight is rocketing upup and away.
My dream is slowly disintergrating before my eyes.

Sob.
I wish my grandfather saved some kings life.
Then i can marry a super shuaii guy and be rich just . like. *snap*

Well maybe not.
Ask any smart kid what they would do with a wish. They'll say i wish that anything they say would come true.

I'll say thats smart. And thoughtless. Everything you want coming true will probably affect your life so much, so much. After getting every thing you want, you wont suffer. At all. You'll enjoy this great life of everything going right.

And what next?

If life dont have downs and ups,
Life dont have joy.

If you enjoyed for you whole life, you wont know how its feels like to be truly happy. Life is just pleasure and enjoyment for you. And you forget how it feels like to be sad.


And thats not true joy issit?

Ahwell.
Im thinking too much again.
I dont even get what im thinking about sometimes.


Today i saw this maid that looked like J.lo.
She freakishly LOOKED so much like J.lo i almost took a picture of her. She freaking tall. She gives out that kinda incoming,incoming make way vibe.

Damn pretty lah.
I was wondering what she was doing being a maid.

I mean.
DAMN with that kinda looks she coulda got herself a job as a model or airstewardess.

I AM SO GONNA BE A AIRSTEWARESS.
Well. For awhile anyway.

I WILL ROUND THE WORLD.
I'll show them.


Plus i saw these lump of sand on the pavement. It was really cool. As in REALLY cool. Cause it looked like HawaiiImported sand to me. Dont ask me how i knew. It was just a feeling.


THE ONE WHO INFLICTS PAIN
CANNOT SLEEP IN PEACE
-J.O

Tuesday, December 05, 2006

My sister told me that it was 4 days to the Chiang Mai trip. I cant believe it. I didnt even see it coming! Somehow when i look at the calender i feel really scared. Holidays are ending.

Time passes really fast. I dont get where the whole last month went. i hardly remember. It still feels like the holdiays are just starting.

I dont get it.

Where has my time went? A whole 720 hours. Whoeoe ouuta the window. What does life mean anyway? Its eeky. I keep thinking too much these days. And feel sad for no reason. Maybe im getting cancer.

Got for track. Sweat like crazy. Walk home, do my homework go out and play, watch tv, play computer, movies, dinners out. Robot? Robot.

Camps, trips, they used to hold more excitement to me than now. Whats happening to me. I think im dying or something. Gee.

The blob dies.

Bloody hell. Its like im dreaming. And i really want to wake up.



*SLAP*





Hey.
Now im all cheered up.

Seems like talking to friends makes you really happy. Maybe thats why we live? Be happy, make friends. Make your friends happy! Make other smile. Then you can smile too.

AZA AZA FIGHTING!

Hey you know Nicholas has been calling me since Sunday? OH MY GOSH that little sweetie head. HUGGY. Every other hour the phones rings and his sweet little voice goes hello?

I CANNOT TAKE IT.

Happy me.

I got his add and everything.
BELIEVE IT LADY.

He wants me to VISIT. And you know he used to live in the estate beside mine? Sigh. But now he lives in Serangoon tho. If only he was still living there. I'll probably be there now.

Okay im back to normal.

NOW I CANT WAIT TO GO CHIANG MAI OHMYTIAN WHEEEEEEE.
TOO BAD BING AND BQS NOT COMING!
(They have the supergirls tho)

Nao and Wei and Dear and Xianyi.
HiphipHOORAY.

ZEEPEHDEEDOODAH
ZIPPEDEEDEHHHH.

I miss Cara.
Shes off in Aussie.

Eveyones going to Aussie, is in Aussie was in Aussie.

SARANG IN GA YO
GUE DAE NAH WAH GHAT DAH
MYUHN SHEE JAHK EEN GAH YO
-Goong

Monday, December 04, 2006

NICHOLAS CALLEEEEEDDDD.
EVERYBODY TAKE DOWN THIS VERY GLORIOUS MOMENT

HE CALLEDD ME.

OLE OLE OH.

AND I GOT HIS NUMBERRRRRRRRRR EVEN THO HIS NUMBER IS PRIVATEEEEEEE I HAVE NICHOLAS'S NUMBER!!

REJOICE.
Ooo. Miss me lots didnt ya.
And Heyheyhey Gabey baby visting today. Pact made by bro and him. "You visit every one week then the next next week come again!"

Dont really get the pact, but heck all i know is hes COMINNGGG. My bros all distracted playing hotwheels. Betcha anything they'll stare at the hotwheels for the whole visit.

Anyywayy.
Moving on swiftly. (Moses slang)

Day 1.
We play with water. Spray around and half kill Alex while he claims to be hydrophobic. Maybe we killed him.

Day 2.
The kids love me too much. BECAUSE i am cool. Better than Frederic the meanie (sometimes). Play with banna skins and coffee powder and starch, eat flour and all that crap.

Day 3.
Friendship dance. It was crappy. Moses made it worse for everyone. First i had no partner (cause of moses) and then i had to partner Roger (cause of moses). Roger is the IT guy who does all the com stuff.

And then i was all NOO NOO NOT ROGER. Then when Frederic came back from the toilet then everyone was all WOOOOO. And i was YES YES YES ROGER.

But in the end Roger wanted to take pictures so i was stuck with Frederic. Moses made it so big everyone kept laughing at us. Gee. Then all my kids were going Frederic your boyfriend right? You two very pei leh.

Kill. Rip. Tear.

In the bus home Moses had to destroy my relationship with MY BABY NICHOLAS. Sob. SOB. Nicholas my baby.

Had to keep going about being a good husband to me and that crap. The poor kid was too overwhemed. Didnt know the hell what he was saying.

Got to embarrassed to say bye to me.

Kill Moses. Kill Moses.

Gabeys here. Did i say?
OHH YEAH.

Sigh.


IT JUST TAKES SOME TIME
BE JUST FINE
BE ALRIGHT BE ALRIGHT.
The Middle. Jimmy Eat World.

Thursday, November 30, 2006

What do you do when you see 32 cute guys in suits?

SWOOOON

What do you do when you see 51 cute kids in suits?

SWOOOON

What do you do when you see a super shuaii GABRIEL in a starched white suit with black pants who looks like hes about to get married?

SWOOOON-LIKE-CRAZY

Oh yeah, baby.
My brother's K2 grad was probably the most amzing thing ever. All the tweeny guys in suits with cheeky smiles and o-so-adorable dimples and amazing little faces and innocent eyes.

Well. I mean. Those are mostly about Gabe, so.


Mann i'll say. The tickets were 35 bucks apiece i nearly killed myself for fogetting the camera. 35 BUCKS beat that. There was a buffet and everything and the props probably cost more than my computer.

No wonder.

The show kicked ass man. They probably act better than me. Those teensy kids! Looks like i underestimated them. Like HELL they were cool.

The whole thing i was laughing. The kids looked freakshily AHdorahble in thier spastic little costumes. My bro acted as some olden day guy and his 'bun' kept falling off his head.

I almost killed myself laughing.




Kids.

Wednesday, November 29, 2006

Stop messin around boy.
Ya better think of your future.
Said everyone of our teachers.

All the things that they said,
yeah we already know.

Just wanna live.


SLOW DANCE
Have you ever watched kids
On a merry-go-round?
Or listened to the rain
Slapping on the ground?
Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?
Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?

You better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.

Do you run through each day
On the fly?
When you ask How are you?
Do you hear the reply?
When the day is done
Do you lie in your bed
With the next hundred chores
Running through your head?

You'd better slow down
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.

Ever told your child,
We'll do it tomorrow?
And in your haste,
Not see his sorrow?
Ever lost touch,
Let a good friendship die
Cause you never had time
To call and say,"Hi"


You'd better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.

When you run so fast to get somewhere
You miss half the fun of getting there.
When you worry and hurry through your day,
It is like an unopened gift....
Thrown away.

Life is not a race.
Do take it slower
Hear the music
Before the song is over.
--------------------

You know what,
I think this is about one of the nicest poems i have ever read. Seriously. It made me think. Good poems do that. WHICH is why next time im gonna write great poems which make people think.

I will be a great poem person.

Whoeeoooee.



9 Things People Hate About Everyone

1. People who point at their wrist while asking for the time.... I know where my watch is pal, where the hell is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is?

2 People who are willing to get off their ass to search the entire room for the T.V. remote because they refuse to walk to the T.V. and change the channel manually.

3 When people say "Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too". Damn right! What good is cake if you can't eat it?

4 When people say "it's always the last place you look". Of course it is. Why the hell would you keep looking after you've found it? Do people do this? Who and where are they? Gonna Kick their asses!

5 When people say while watching a film "did you see that?". No Loser, I paid $12 to come to the cinema and stare at the damn floor.

6 People who ask "Can I ask you a question?".... Didn't really give me a choice there, did ya sunshine?

7. When something is 'new and improved!' Which is it? If it's new, then there has never been anything before it. If it's an improvement, then there must have been something before it, couldn't be new.

8 When people say "life is short". What the hell?? Life is the longest damn thing anyone ever does!! What can you do that's longer?

9 When you are waiting for the bus and someone asks "Has the bus come yet?". If the bus came would I be standing here, dumbass?

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

Sports Camp.

My oh my.
Sports camp was ay-okay.

Had training in the morning, later we had stocktaking. Which was clearing up the crap in the cupboards. I'll say. The stuff there was so freakishly dusty it musta been there for 10 years.

So we were clearing the paints, (now where did they come from?) and MAN there was about over 15 bottles of 'em. Big ones tiny ones all shapes and sizes. And the paints were probably lying there for all lonely and smelly. And rotty.

The paints were all drying out so we had to force the lids open with coins to check if they were decomposing. Im telling ya. Sounds easy and HECK its not. My hands still have the marks.

Nat the great tipped one of the paints and the whole floor became a pretty pretty silver. It was much prettier than our brown ugly cracky floor innit?

But NOOO Nat the great and Lee the greater and their friends had to use more than 5 bottles of thinner to slowly scrub the pretty silver out.

Tough going.

We took about 3 hours to get the floor clean again.

I breathed in SO much poison and WALL paint and thinner smell im probably gonna get lung cancer, and die a early death. Or i would die of skin cancer because we kept rubbing kerosine and thinner on ourselves to get the paint off.

Hoo boy.

Later Ms Lim taked about stuff and then i had the worst sleep of my life.
Which was continued the next morning by the a DAMN long walk across Bishan Park and back, and across bishan park, and back and across and back and across and back and across and back and across and back and across and back. (for some amazing race. YES. AGAIN! Sigh)

My legs dropped off halfway.

My sister is bugging me in her new MSN account. Shes pretending to be Bing and im pretending i believe her.

Plus i wanna watch Brokeback. Far Away song is really sweet. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L69WmoggNFQ


THIS TIME THIS PLACE
MISUSED MISTAKES
TOO LONG TOO LATE
WHO WAS I TO MAKE YOU WAIT

I LOVE YOU
I LOVED YOU ALL ALONG

I MISSED YOU
FAR AWAY FOR FAR TOO LONG

ON MY KNEES
LAST CHANCE
ONE LAST DANCE

SO FAR AWAY
SO FAR AWAY
FAR AWAY FOR FAR TOO LONG.

I NEED TO HEAR YOU SAY
I LOVE YOU
I LOVED YOU FOR FAR TOO LONG

HOLD ON TO ME
NEVER LET ME GO

-Far Away

Sunday, November 26, 2006

Yesterday was packed.
First we went to Sentosa in the morning.
Dalston organised this really cool Amazing Race thing. Was kinda fun 'cept for the groupins which was my family and my sister's friend.

I'll say. Sentosa is a really small AND boring place. And in the HOT SHINING BURNING sun, its that much worse.

But anyway, i got to sit on the bus without a top, that green line thing. Oooohyeaaah. Thats the life man. I coulda like skipped the whole game to get a few more rounds of it, but my group refused. Spoiltsports.

Later we went for my mom's office's family thingy. Was a thing at the Marina Park where there was free candy floss popcorn and all that rubbish.

So i went to try the thing where they hoist you up from a trampoline on the straps. I asked the guy if i was too big and he was all YEAH SURE. EVEN I CAN. Then i watched this realllyyyy sweet boy bouncing. He was like this little fat ball going uppp and downn.


I coulda watched him the whole day.

So it was my turn. Then the guy came reaaallyy close cause he had to strap me from the back so he like kinda hugging me. I was standing there all awkward while he was strapping me all awkward.

Then i realised it wasn't as kiddish as i thought it would have be. I mean, the kid bouncing up and down looked really cute, but he was just moving REALLLLYY little. So i though it would be real boring.

THEN i saw the guy's face. Oh boy. I was in the for the bounce of my life. He made me go real high (yeah they can control how high you go, i realised) kept pressing the stupid button for real long.

So i screamed. I screamed till the whole park was looking at me. Ohwell.
Then when i came down, (after a really long time) i hit the guy. He was laughing like some crazy thing.

Since it was early and there was nobody in the queue, i offered to help he press the button so he could play too. He laughed harder. He laughed and his friend over by the other game was laughing too. So i sat there behind him bugging him to let me try pressing the button.

He was all hahahahah... no lahh.. later all the kids cry.. hahaha..

So i went to the Test Your Strenght booth. Where you have to use this unbelievevably heavy hammer to hit the platform. So with all my strenght, i lifted the piece of crap and slammed it down as hard as i could

My whole hand shook from the impact and i was feeling mighty proud of muself until...

I saw the booth guy laughing himself silly.
And the Trampoline guy was watching too and HE was laughing until he almost fell of the trampoline. Oh gads. Serve him right.

Well well well. So what it the stupid metal crap moved only a little bit. Jeez. They didnt have to laugh so hard.. So i made the booth guy try. I said. Finee... fine.. YOU do it.

And i'll say.
He was really skinny and freakishly tall for a 18 year old. (i asked cause i was wondering if i could get a job too) . And he went. Oohh no. nahh. its okay. You wanna try again?

In the end i forced him to. He hit, and i almost choked while laughing. I was half crying. GEE.

Then i went to the other booth which you have to stand on the high thingys and hit the other person down. I told the guy the stupid crappy head gear was spastic and useless and he just laughed and stuffed it on my head.

Sigh. Hopeless.

Then i went to the basketball booth and but the guy there was scary because i called him jie accidentally cause he looked like a girl.

Soon i knew everyone around so i waved and stuff.

It was kinda fun.

Considering there was a Cars screening. BOY do i love that show. I love that silly italian pitstop totter. HAHAHAA. ANNDD Mater.
My favorite favorite characters.

I can watch Cars 5 times and still not get bored of it. I just love it.


And i'll bet she was pissed the whole morning because Dalston picked me to be in his group first before her. He only picked me because i well.. i dont know either. Heck.

Its really cute how Mingting and C like him so much and keep saying how much they hate him and things like that.

I still remember i used to crush any guy i came into contact with who was physically accepted. Yeah yeah. I know i know. That was freaky.

But man, when you grow up in a unisex school you become abit mentally something. Oh well. Cant be helped. But now in Cat class and stuff there are so many guys and if you crush every single one of them you'll probably go crazy.

Guys are good as friends. Other than the freaky harrassing thing.

Friday, November 24, 2006

She is a Muashino.

****. says:
muashinos is me .


Its kinda cool. If you can say it anyhow. I think she is the last Muashino of the dying race of Muashinosems.

Defination.
Muashinos are short creatures with a stubborn mind set that

****. says:
I AM THE MUASHINO CUPPACHINO QUEEN OF SHEEBA.


Yes. Unfortunate as it is, it is true. For the last of the dying race to be inflicted with such a mindset is a very sad thing.

And no, for the last time, she will not produce Muashino babies. Just for the note, they do not turn into beetles or sloths.

Muashinos also insult people in a perculiar way. They call absolutely innocent and kind humans THE QUENN OF MOOPS and YOU ARE UNTRUSTABLELAPEENOO just because the kind human said Botak Jones was not worthwhile to eat at.

Muashinos also have a special langauage. For example,
herhioehryiregrehgierhgierg, would mean, Chao Tar Barbie. I dont see how it connects tho.

To end off, Muashinos are rare and special creatures. Only one left in the world. Go ask someone else if they know the meaning of
herhioehryiregrehgierhgierg.

Heck. I bet they dont.


Anyyywayy.
Back to me.

At track we ran like 200 300 400 sprint.
Coach was all, you all cry first, cry first then i tell you what we doing today. (its means impending doom) So we were supposed to do two sets.

So.
And coach, being coach, dragged me to my death by putting me with FIONA and DORCAS and MABLE. (the crazy sprinters who are sec2)
Ahem.

They are freakishly fast.
Very, very, very fast.

So there i was, having stomachaches and head turns. Seemed i got out alive. God saved me with his heavenly hand. A WAVE and rain came. WAVE and lightning came. WAVE and thunder came.

WE WERE SAVED!

In the end Coach made us do the last 400m in the rain then all drenched and dizzy and crappy i almost fainted. Gee. YOU try pushing yourself to the ABSOLUTE limits by sprinting with FIONA. You'll see.

Gah.
And i saw a huge earthworm on the way home.

Thursday, November 23, 2006

Nothing happens today.
Ho hum.

Oh OH oh.
I cant WAIT to get out of here.
Sigh.

Im going craaaaazy at home.
I need to eat Takopachi.

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

Tian ah.
Gabie dahl' is here.

Aint he the schweetest wittle kid.
Whee.

He and my brother are currently playing
PS2 which i took 15 mins to fix into the big TV.
It was worth it. Gabriel said
YOU'RE COOL. Yes. To me.

BOY is he adorable.
He's going to Aitong tho. Damn sad thing.
If he was going to Cathigh like my bro then
he can come over like, more often.

Heyheyhey.
Today on the way home i THINK i saw
Alex's bro and mom in a car. They nearly
ran me down, oh-boy.

I was crossing the BlackWlineCross and then
this car came ZZSHMING at me. -shock-
Then i saw the driver was this woman in sunglasses
and then a guy staring at me like i was tyring to
kill myself.

HELLO?
Some respect here.

Then after the car had driven away i suddenly had a revelation. That HE LOOKED UNCANNILY SIMILAR TO ALEX!

Okay. I guess this doesnt really matter.

Anyyyway.
Later i saw my dream car again.
I repeat. DREAM CAR.


It was the sleekest most beautiful thing i've ever seen in my whole life. Seriously. AND it was this cool shade of green. With the thing at the back. WITH black windows and its top could draw back. Yes, i've seen it with the top down before.

-Falls in love all over again-

DAMN its great.
I was starring at it so longingly that the security
guard asked if my boyfriend was inside. Geez.
Cant a girl moon over other things?

Give us some space man.

PLUS i also saw this two old men riding
motorcyles. They looked freakishly weird.

But it was cool.
I waved and shout ALLTHEWAY at them.
I think they were racing or something.
It was really weird. And retarded.

Okayokay.
Now i have to go back downstairs to
check on my Gabes and Markie. Im afraid
my sister is manipulating them to hate me like
HE kept doing to that kid at the beach.

UH-OH
THERE YOU GO AGAIN
TALKING SAINAMATIC
YEAH YOU
YOU'RE CHARMING
GOT EVERYBODY STARSTRUCK
-If we were a movie. Hannahmonatana

Monday, November 20, 2006

Hello ya.

Dorcas is now reading the Magicians Guild
book 1. I am finding it reaally hard not to tell
her the ending.
Sigh. If only Akkarin didnt die.

I was ranting about in in track and they they
say i overreact. So i crap about the stupid,
stupid sun instead.

We have our events now.
Loo krys nat inez daph kell yeah.
Practically everyone cept me and YingL

So we were the only S1s sprinting.
'Magine. The pressure.

Yeahyeah.
And we had to do thousandfive sprint.
Gahs. In the stupid stupid sun.
WHICH was slowly darkening my poor
skin to a shade of incomprehensible colour.

*Sigh again*

And this guy is harrasing me.
Gad he is irritating.

Plus i think its confirmed im going to
sports class.

I will think of it as an adventure.
Which algebra and sprinting and competitions
and iguanas and a whole damn pile of pressure.

Yeahyeah.

CASINO ROYAL-
THE JAMES BOND WHO LOOKS LIKE A
CONSTURCTION WORKER.

Sunday, November 19, 2006

*blink blink*
It is 7.
Oh MY TIAN its 7.

Sigh.
I slept for 3 hours man.
This is bad.

This morning i went to the Woodlands SCC
too help out with Cra. Wahseh the kids were
damn rowdy.

Ah.
On seconds thoughts, i think i was worse.
We were supposed to babsit them, from
the SCC to Expo.

On the train, which WE HAD TO OURSELVES.
(That was damn cool)
The Expo had some exhibition which had these
Malay kids fighting and kicking, and some fatty
Angmoh woman tellin stories.

Im telling you i think she got me deaf. She was
so freakishly funny. Eh. It was like, i can tell the
story in about 1 min, She took 15.

FREAKING BORING I TELL YOU.
She was damn funny.
THE ELEPHANTS GO STOMP STOMP
Like some baby.

I made friends with the kids.
Bonding through hardships yeh?
This kid Jess stuck to me like glue and another
Cheryl was hitting me calling me short and
saying weird things.

Shes cute.
I stuck to Benjamin like glue too.
He looks HELL like Ego can.
The same watery eyes.

*melt*

Super naughty too.
Haha.

And this other kid stuck to Cara.
She is one funny kid.

We were stepping on the rugged floor and
she kept laughing because i walked into some
wedding stand accidentally.

SO i was going all
Ni xiao WO??!!
Then she all,
Bu shi bu shi! Di hen ruan shuo yi wo xiao!

WAHHAH. So cute seh.
And this guy helper, Tom, did magic tricks.
He is freaky. And too damn good.
The kids love him like hell too.

He's cool.

Okay dinner.
TA.

Saturday, November 18, 2006

Things i learnt today.

1. DaphneGay is really pretty.
2. DalstonGay is taller than me. -shock-
3. When i dont look at Xixi i dont hate her.
4. The new boy is called Ozone. Oh wait. i think
its Enzone. Ah.
5. He speaks chinese too fast.
6. ZhiYang is really sweet.
7. Dillion sticks to Marcus like glue.
8. Marcus looks cute in the CatHigh uniform.
9.Although its much too big.
10. Actually he looks retarded.
11. But cute.
12. Neopets is not as stupid as you think.
13. Cat High is scary.
14. Paul is cool.
15. But he scares me.
16. I wonder if he was joking about the
17." YOU SAID YOU'LL COME!" thing
18. Meiyong looks kinda tall.
19. Ryan is in Thailand or something.
20. AND CEDRIC LOOKS LIKE A BABY
ANGEL IN THE ALTARBOY UNIFORM.

SO DAMN SWEET.
THIS SMALL LITTLE BOY.
IN THE TOOTOO LONG ROBE.

*Hypervetilates*

And you know, i just found out that i have a
CONTROL for the computer itunes and WMP.

This cool 'TVcontrol lookalike thingy' and i
sit in my study chair, put my legs on the table
and press buttons. Which make the music
CHANGE!

Im so in control man.
It feels gooood.

IN THE DARK
IN THE DARKNESS YOU WILL FIND
DIRTY LITTLE SERECTS WE ALL HIDE

Friday, November 17, 2006

SJI guys came to our school to train.
I think.

Unless they are like, fake kids wearing SJI
uniform. Or whatever.

And im really sorry Cara.
Truly. Really.
I shall make you something to make up for
leaving you IN A COOL CLASS WITH SIRIN
AND ANGEL AND MY OTHER FRIENDS
WHILE I STAY IN THE SPORTS CLASS..

All alone.

OH MY TIAN.

I think my maid's an angel.
She cooked MeeRumbus for the first time and
its so freakishly nice i cannot take it.

Plus she fried koropok (however its spelled) for
us. GAH i thank god for her man.

Im cheered tons already!

Oh yeah.
Plus it's NAT's birthday on the 24.

And today JonathanMP's friend poked a branch
in me side. And Nat kicked my face.
Taekwondo is cool.

And JONATHAN waved to me and kicked me.

Im making progress.
Whee.
Happy days.

Really hungry.
I need to eat orange bowl ya.
Someone poof me orangebowl noodles.

Right now.
Bunny bouce deluxe.

Boppity boopah boppity booop!

Hannah Montana in Chicken suit.

Lalalalalalallaal
Elmos world.
lalalalalalala ELMOS WORLD.

You 13 years old and i dont know how to
spell world.

Says beekis.

Thursday, November 16, 2006

KISS MY ASS MAN.
Han Ji-Eun i am so proud of you right now.
SO proud.

GO HAN JI-EUN!
RUN LIKE THE WIND IN YOUR LITTLE HEELS!

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

This is kinda saddening.

I was reading HighLord till 2am yesterday.
Hoped it would end happily so i would be, happy.
And THEN guess what.

(Im just assuming no one is gonna read this book.
If you are, this'll spoil the it for ya)

Well, see.
Akkarin is the HighLord of the Magicains Guild. The MG is a guild which trains people with magic ability.

But the novices chosen are handpicked only from the Houses, where the rich are from. When a slum girl, Sonea accidentally stumbles over her power in front of a group of magicians, chaos takes place.

Sonea thinks the magicians would kill her once she is found. So she her friend Cery and her decide to escape. While escaping, Sonea sees something she should not see. Akkarin practicing the banned Black Magic. Of course, she does not know this then and dismisses it.

Deep under the ground there are the Theives. They steal and murder for the people's good.

Sonea seeks the Theives help and wants to become a Rouge Magicain. The Theives see her power and accept her offer. Little does she know that without another Magicain to help her Control her power she would soon die.

The Theives see this and have no choice but to bring her to the Guild. There she meet Rothen, a kind magician, and he takes her into guardianship, helping her Control her power. Taking a novice into Guardianship is rare and only novices who show potential get guardians.

Sonea joins the Guild as a novice after a series of complications. But she is shunned and bullied by her schoolmates. She knows Akkarin's secret and hates him for killing with black magic.

And then Akkarin finds out that Sonea, Rothen and Loren knows his secret. He then takes Sonea into guardianship. The Highord had never taken any novice into guardianship before and many parents had long banished the hope of it.

Everyone stops bulling Sonea. No one bullies the High Lord's favorite. No one. But Sonea knows his secret. Akkarin taking her into Guardianship was just taking her as a hostage, making sure Rothen and Loren shut thier mouths about his Black Magic secret.

Then one day, Akkarin suddenly tells Sonea about his past as a servant, and how he learnt black magic to escape, and how a group of Ichandis who all learnt black magic were going to invade them.

Akkarin had been killing all the Ichandi's spies all the while with black magic. Akkarin had been trying to protect the people. So Sonea takes up black magic too, just in case Akkarin gets killed. Akkarin refuses at first, but Takan, his servant, tells him that Sonea will be a good choice.

They go out and fight at night. Black magic is a magic that allows you to suck out someones power. It had not been evil, centuries before, but after people started to abuse the power, the early Guild banned it.

Sonea gives her power to Akkarin to fight and together they kill some spies. But then the guild finds out they practice black magic. They search Akkarin's and Sonea's room, finding that Sonea read books about Blackmagic and Akkarin practiced it.

They refuse to believe Akkarin's story.

The penalty for using blackmagic is exile. Or death. The Guild decides to exile Akkarin to the Ichandi land because they know they cannot kill a black magicain. They give Sonea a second chance to stay in the Guild as they think Akkarin had forced her to learn about it.

To their surprise, Sonea turns down their offer, saying that she had to go with Akkarin so that when you come to your senses and call him back he'll still be alive!

The guild is shocked by her defience, the most Rothen. Osen, another magicain, begs her to stay, but she refuses. So both are banished shamefully.

As they travel together, Sonea finds herself thinking about Akkarin more than often. Akkarin, by the way, had ignored her all the way. Sonea wonders why she decided to follow Akkarin. For the Guild? Or because im becoming so attached to him?

They face dangers on the way, with Ichandis tailing them, back front and center. Sonea, realies she is falling for her guradian. She banishes the thought only to find that Akkarin likes her too.

They travel together again, closer than ever. They decide to go South. On the way, they meet Dorrien, whom Sonea used to fancy. Dorrien helps them find thier way and they meet Cery, who takes over.

Then the Ichandi invade.

The Guild realises their mistake. Much too late.

Oh well.
I have to go for track.

I'll say.
In the end, while Sonea was fighing the last few Ichandi, Akkarin gave her his power to make her stronger to blast them dead. Sonea gave all her strenght and striked them. They fell. Dead.

She turned to Akkarin to smile. It was too late. Akkarin was dead. He had given her all his powers, not saving enough to Heal himself. He had given her everything.



Well. Yeah.
Then there was the grieving and everything.
I was too upsest to read on.

MAN the book is so upsetting.
I thought they would get married or something.

Oh well.
Then Sonea got pregnant.
And then it ended.

THE WHOLE TRILOGY ENDED.
Gah.

This is saddening.
Im going for track.

HAPPY ING
GAI BAIN LE HUANG HUN
LE MING TOU NE KAI XIN

Monday, November 13, 2006

I can go sports class.
Hip hooray.





Glum.



Heck.
What am i supposed to do?
Nat is leaving next year,

-NAT OH NAT
WHY HASTH THOU FORSAKEN THEE-

Loo is quitting,
Cara wont be there
Neither will Sirin.
Nor Angel.

Whats the use in going anyway.
I'll probably be hell miserable.
BUT just listen to her go on.

'Its a great opportunity. You guys will have more
chance then the normal track girls. You girls will
be the creame, the best.
Handpicked teachers, and no music nor dance
lessons. Instead on Tuesdays and Thursdays, you
will have skill training. And in the competition
month you girls wont miss any lessons too.
You girls are VERY lucky.'

Aha.
So all that for freindship? Dont look appealing
enough.

Sounds horrid the way its all out here.
Of course, i could make great friends with the other
girls.

But darn, cant do school without Cara in class.
And cant do track with no Nataie either.

This reeks.
Changes changes.
My head hurts.


And then while i was thinking about all this
crap, PLUS that shitty CIP form which has
been giving me headache, i see THE cat.

Its some kinda chashmere cat-howver you spell.
You know that cat in alice in wonderland?
The creepy one who keeps disappering?

Yeah. Looks like its twin.
Its all fat and white with freakishly yellow eyes.
Creeped.

Then its eyes were following me when i walked
past it. I was freaked.
Hey! The horrid yellow eyes!

Then i decided to like, test if it was my imagination
or something so i started to walk up and down.
Boy oh boy. Sure enough, its yellow visual thingys
followed me all the way.

Then it suddenly stood up.
WAHH.THAT gave me a shock.
I screamed.

If you know me any, you would know how soft
i scream.

Yeahyeah. Then everyone in the vincinity
like all thier heads turned. Gah. I wave then run
home like a lunatic.

Whtever.
When i get home, all annoyed and creeped,
my dear dear sister pissed me off.

I cannot take this.
HEY AND PLUS I GOT THE THIRD BOOK!
THE HIGH LORD.

WAHHHHHHHHH.
Im so happy.
Be happy for me.

I am then reminded of my bleak future.





School.


ITS MY LIFE
AND ITS NOW OR NEVER
I AINT GONNA LIVE FOREVER
IM JUST GONNA LIVE WHEN IM ALIVE

Saturday, November 11, 2006












UNTIL THE DAY I DIE
I PROMISE I WONT CHANGE
SO YOU BETTER GIVE UP

I've gone to heaven i tell you.
Gabriel is so SWEET.
And yeah, so is Jonathan, and Dillion but GABRIEL.
He is so CUTE.

*Swoon*

Really.
Just met him today at Marcus's party.
I was just back from busking at HougangMall.
I was, 3hours and 30 mins late for the party, only
30 mins to go.

THEN i saw the kids.
The buncha sweeties.

I said hello to all of them and became thier friend.
Dillon Gabriel Aaron Zachary

Gabriel: Smart mouthed supershuaii naughty kid.
Dillon: Less cute than my Dillion. But sweet kid.
Aaron: Big sized boy. And ..bullied. Ohtheirony.
Zach: Oh grief, this guy.

So i got home, all tired and sorethoaty from singing.
THEN the house was in a helluva mess with this crazy
bunch of kids making helluva racket.

THEN i realised that there were only four kids.
FOUR little innocent boys could create this.
I am in shock.
I watch as the hypersiao thingys race about.

I am happy.

While i eat my dinner i help with the eggrace.
Which takes about 20mins to get everyone standing.
And then the game took about 1 min.

Tough.
Gariel is shuaii.
And cool.

Unlike Zach who considers me shes my girlfriend
you know after i hugged him.

Then he went around the house annoucing that.
Then Gabriel went EEE, Hey jie, are you his girlfriend?
HE CALLED ME JIE!

*dies*

And then they tell me they dont like Zach cause he likes
this K1 girl and all the rest of the guys hate the girls.

Geez. Boys.

And they tell me this gal Shevvon is like the leader of
the class because she makes everyone listen to her by thretening to tell the other k1s and 2 to DONT FREIND YOU if they dont listen.

I love gabriel.
He just makes one of these cards for me, i'll be happy
for my whole birthday.

He made one for markie...
Markie does'nt know how lucky he is.


Busking was fun.
Singing at Hougang Mall from 2-7.
It was great getting the whole mall's attention.
I was waving like crazy while my friends go
i dont know you.


I DONT WANNA BE TOLD TO GROW UP
AND I DONT WANNA CHANGE
I JUST WANNA HAVE FUN
-Grow up. Simple Plan.


Friday, November 10, 2006

Yeahh.

The kid, who looked freakishly like Jonathan Michael Parker with a shaved head WAS Jonathan Michael Parker. Saw him today again. Boy. He is the cutest thingy after L.

He and his sweet little shaved head are so adorahble. Wahhh.

I went to watch STEP UP with Hitler, Bubbles, Natthegreat, Weiting, Serlin, Jenna, and Nifer.

My very happy group of people.
They are really greatly nice people, if you see them right.
Step up, is a good show.
IFFFF you like dancing, dancers, dancing, and dancing, and you know, dancing.

Yeah. Dancey show, if you ask me.
And you know the IMVU thingy, i find my charater so
damn freaky i cannot take it.
She flirts so retardedly. And shes ugly.


I realise i make alot of noise too.
Seriously.

In the cinema, when the place was deathly silent, i suddenly had this
overcomeing urge to laugh. The show was kinda funny.
Then i kept making unappropiate noises at unappropriate times.
Don't know whats wrong with everyon.. i mean me.

Then in train, i was talking to Hiter and Loo and NTG, and when
they left the train i stopped talking for a while,
Selin went
: Its kinda quiet.

It was in fact, unnatuarally quiet.


Very very quiet.





I was freaked.


Oh well. Cant be helped.


"IF i had a blog it would be somthing like...
Today i woke up i thought that my back itched a little bit so i decided to scratch it. then i went into the toilet to brush my teeth..."
-Jeryl on me asking him to start a blog.

Ha.
I bet he'll get one under PP.
HAHAHA.


IM MORE THAN A BIRD
IM MORE THAN A PLANE
IM MORE THAN SOME PRETTY FACE
-Superman

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

I need to go to Australia.
Like right now.
WAHHHHH.
Im happy.

This song makes me happy.
Really happy.
Im happy.
Everyone im happy.
Ehman. I wanna hug someone.



Wheepes.


I still remember genting.

Was in the cablecar.
Then the thing was like, enclosed.
I wanted to die. It was hot and stuffy and i couldnt SEE
anything. It was glassy! I wanted so much to jump out.
I would have, except it would be impossible unless i broke the
glass.

So i was inside winding everyone and whining and mooching.
Then i saw a small window. I never noticed!
I stick my head out the puny opening.
Then i scream. And scream.

Wind oh mighty glorious wind.
I melt with happiness.
So then i scream at the other carriage.

I scream and scream and scream.
DADDDIIIIIIIEEEEEEEE!!!!!!
MMAAAAAAAAAAMMMMIEEEEEE!

Xiao Shen says i've gone mad.
Haha. I laugh till i get a stomach ache.
Then i hear it.

YEEEAHHHHHHHHH

They answer!
Thats way cool.

The way back is more fun.
Since i found the window already i wave to the people from
the other side going the other way.
HELLOOOOOOOO!
HELLLLOOOOOOOOOO!!!

It was kinda late and then these china men were all sleeping.
I think i woke them up. Heh.
Then there was the crappy kids who ignored us.
And the malay boys.

Oh boy were they totally overenthu.
Screaming and yelling in some formation.
For all i know they mighta been hurling vulgarities.

They were three carraiges full of em.
Crazy, them.
I just say one HELLO!
And they go yell malay at me.

Then after i passed them long still can hear them shouting.
Geez man.

But it was fun..

AND THEN I REMEMBER WHEN WE WENT TO CHINA
with bing-y and dear-ie and Bquan and weii and nao and gang.
Then i was sitting in the open air cablecar with dear.
WAHHH THAT WAS FUNN.
Sighs. I wanna sit that again...

At first i was thinking of pushing her to sit with Quan.
But then i scared she cry.
So then heh.

We had some competition.
Me and dear against Quan and Bing.
Waha. Then they were all LOOSSEEERRR. And making the
L-sign and we were LOOOSEERRR back.

We were waving at people and seeing who had more people
who waved back. Haha.
Then i forget who won.
Probably us lah. You know, cause im so friendly and stuff.

But that trip was really fun.
I still remember we kept making Dear.
Then she almost cried.

And then the bus trip i had a whole seat to myself.
WHEEEEE. And stuff.

Then the camera woman was trying to invade our space
then Bing charmed her away.
Ohwell.

Now i think about it, she was kinda pitiful.

Im off point here.
I havent told you bout ChenChen yet!
Will say later.


MELTING UNDER BLUE SKIES
BELTIN IN THE SUNRISE...
COME ON COME ON
THE WORLD'S A LITTLE BRIGHTER
IM IN LOVE
-Accidentaly In Love

Monday, November 06, 2006

IM BACK FROM GENTING!
Miss me?

IM BACK.
Kiss the sweet ground.
FINALLY AWAY FROM THE SMELLY CAR.
THE STUPID BURNT RUBBER SMELL.

Home Sweet Home.
I miss the coldcold air and the freshfresh breeze of highlands
though. Its terribly cooling. I love it.

Probably the only darn thing i miss.
The car ride was so shitty i want to die.

Highlights of my trip.
1. Cablecar ride
2. Corkscrew
3. Meet Chen-chen on airplane ride
4. Car ride to
5. Car ride back
6. The inner story- Bomb and enemies
7. Singing bears


Okay.
I have motor-lag.
I will elaborate tomorrow.


TIAN HUI HUI, HUI BU HUI
RANG WO WANG LE NI SHI SHUI

Friday, November 03, 2006

OOOOOOHHHHHHHH BOYYYYYYY.

You will NEVERRR guess where im going tomorrow.
BEECAUSE IM NOT TELLLINGGG!



IM GOING TO GENTING HIGHLANDS!
IIIMMM GOING TOMORROW!!!
AINT THAT GREAT?

With Brain Beatrice Andrea Jellyca.
WHEEE. And my family and thier familes.
OOOOOOhhhH

FUN TIMES OHHHHH FUN TIMES I SAYY.


Genting!
Wheepie whoO!

It suddenly dawns on me that Genting aint that cool.
BUT WHAT THE HECK.
WAHAHAHAHAHAH. IM GOING AWAYYY.
AWAYYYYY FROM MY DULL BORING LIFE.

AWAY I SAY.

AWAY I WILL BE,
DONT MISS ME!

I made i pooeeemmmm.
You hear that?
WAHAHAHA. I MADE A POEM!


Shark attack is a boring book.
Sigh. I need something to make me creeped.

BOOORRINNNGGG.
EEVRYTHINGG IS BORRINGGGG.
*watches FMA*

Today i saw this fat small kid.
He was mumbling weird things.
I said hello!

And he went - gabgabgabga.
Something like that.
He was with his kid friend and they were talking
absolute rubbish.

Like,
-Gabababababa
-meesheegababa
-Blubeehoha

Stuff like that.
I was laughing till i cannot take it.
Then i told them markbooble and then i point at them
and laugh.

They were super cute lah.
So i sat down with them and we play rubbish games.
It was kinda fun.


AND i also saw a botak JonathanMP.
As in, a Jonathan lookalike BUT with terribly little hair.
WHICH MADE HIM LOOK DAMN AHDORAHBLE.

In my estate somemore.
Aiiyo. Kawaii seh.

It MAYY have been Jonathan with a hair cut.
Id never know. I woulda asked him but his older brother
around 15plus was playing with him so i just waved.

Sigh.
Dear dear Jonathan.


WHOOPEE AHHYO!
I'll get stuff for you guys!
Dont miss me!

ITS NOT IF YOU WIN OR LOSE
ITS HOW YOU RACE AROUND THE TRACK
-Puttputt enters the race

Thursday, November 02, 2006

THEY SAY L'S GONNA DIE IN THE NEXT SHOW.
THEY SAY L'S GONNA DIE IN THE NEXT SHOW.
THEY SAY L'S GONNA DIE IN THE NEXT SHOW.
THEY SAY L'S GONNA DIE IN THE NEXT SHOW.
THEY SAY L'S GONNA DIE IN THE NEXT SHOW.
THEY SAY L'S GONNA DIE IN THE NEXT SHOW.
(and they did. and he may. because they said.)



*Goes into shock*

---------------------

*Hyperventilation mode*

NO!
NOT L.
NOT L PLEASE.
PLEASE NOT L.

PLEASE OH GOSH PLEASE NOT L.
PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE.
NOT L.
NOT L.
PLEASE NOT L.

NO.
NOOO.

NOT HIM PLEASE.
OH PLEASE NOT L.

NOT L PLEASE
NO NOT HIM.
L! NO!
NO WAY NOT HIM.
NEVER. NOT L AND NOT EVER.

L WILL NEVER DIE.
NEVER.
NEVER!


*Slowly goes into self-comfort mode*

But you see, theres gonna be four parts right?
Uh huh.
And so L cant die in the second movie right?
Rightt.
Because then the second third and forth movie wont
make sense right?
Yes.
Because if L dies in the next movie then no one will watch
the third and forth. Like me.
Correct.
And even if L dies he'll have to come back in the third movie.
BECAUSE i want him too.
Yesyes
But thats logically impossible.
Mmhmm.
AND SO L WONT DIE.
Whatever makes you happy.

*Morphs into contridicting mode*

BUT THE YOUTUBE PEOPLE SAID!
SOBSOB.
AND THEY SAID THE MANGA SAID HE'LL DIE.
SOBSOBSOB.


---------------------------------------------------

As you can see, thats what happens in the amazing
brain of mine most if the time.
Im now playing reversi with this damn smart guy.
I was like winning 30-12.
Then i was there gloting like hell, saying i got the sides
and stuff.

Theh suddenly he turned all the sides black.
WAHH man. I got a shock.
Hes tough.

By the way. I lost. Sigh.
And this new opponent is worse!
Hes winning form the start. He koping all the sides can.
Sigh.

I think im stupid or something.


CUT MY LIFE INTO PIECES ohnehlah
THIS IS MY LAST RESORT
LOSING MY SIGHT
LOSING MY MIND
WISH SOMEBODY WOULD TELL ME IM FINE
-Last resort

Wednesday, November 01, 2006















Boy.


From far, it might look like pieces of shit.
But the closer you look, you see a moving antenna.
SNAIL!

And what, is the snail doing?
Eating the poo? Or TALKING to the poo.
We might never know.

For all we know the snail might be discussing some
conpriracy with the poo.
Like how they are both slimy and brown.

Or it could be talking to the GERMS or the microstuff
on the poo. Yes, maybe snails have abilities to communicate
with germs. Or poo microstuff?

This might spin the world into a whole new revolution.
We might beable to diseect the snail and see what is helping
them to communicate with micro-germs.

Soon, we would be able to do the same.
And when we can, the world will go into chaos.
Doctors and scienctist will all have to quit, because
there would be no need for them.

People would just beg the germs to go away and you know,
give them animals to feed on instead.
And all this would have started with my sharp eyes and
beautiful photographic skills.

Yes. The world will bow down before the great me.



On the way home today, i see the advertisment.
Which freaks me out alot.
Alotalot. Im not gonna say which or what.
I could get sued or something.
Gah. I have to time for court. I am, afterall, a busy girl.

Now i go mass.
Byebye dearies.

MOLLY MOLLY MOLLY

Tuesday, October 31, 2006

OH MY GOD.
Its Halloween and OHMYGOD the angmoh kids in my estate
are all dressed up.

IT IS THE MOST AH-DORAHBLE THING I HAVE
EVER EVER SEEN IN MY WHOLE DAMN LIFE.

All the small little monsters and princesses running all over
the place and saying SweetsSweets!
And carrying thier cute little bags.

WAHHH.
I try to find JonathanMP but i cannot.
I cannot even see the kids faces.. There are dinosaurs and
green thingys.

AND THE SKELETON MASKK!!
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
I cannot take it.
I am dying.
I am freaking infatuated with all these little tots.

And my sis and my neighbours are back from DeathNote.
In which i have watched twice.

I am VERYVERY angry.
They come back and go, L is ugl* all that crap.
I feel like dying.
*i melt in a pool of tears*

HOW DARE THEY!
I cry sadly in pain.
I shield L from thier cruel words.
I hide him behind popcorn boxes.

I protect my dear L.
I am sad.


L!
And JonathanMP.

WAHH.


ITS HAAALOWWWEENNNN!
THE TIMEEE OF DARKK AND L!
AND DEATHGODS WHO EAT APPLES.

Monday, October 30, 2006

I GO CLEAN THE PIT.
I WAS DISGUSTING.

I was,
covered in SAND MUD WATER GRASS.
And like i said, i was disgusting.

Me and ZhiXi were throwing sand balls.
Then we hoe the sand.
Pluck weeds.
Dispose of grassy water.
Pluck weeds.
Dig.
Loosen grass.

It was all crap.
Not worth it.
We probably destroyed the whole longjump pit.
Geez.

Some springclean.
The HAWAII-IMPORTED sand, destroyed.
All destroyed.
Under the hands of us.
Turned into mud, unjumpeble eeky mud.


GO YONGMEI GO!
GO ABBY GO!

Sunday, October 29, 2006

Hello.










Death note. ITS THE NICEST SHOW EVER.
WAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

Its reallyreallyreally nice.
I tell you. L is super cute. Supersuperusuper cute.
And cool. And weird. And CUTE.

So you have to wait until the last part where L appears.
And plus, the ugly gobliny thing isnt that scary.
In fact, i think Light is worse than him.

LIGHT is a heartless smart not-that-handsome JERK.
L is cool. And smart and eats too much and holds the handphone
in the cutest way ever. And SITS in the coolest way ever.
And STANDS in a hunchie way.














*fangirl squeal*
*dies*

But really.
Hes cool.

And FULLHOUSE!
Wahhh. Full House is really nice too.
Haha. The girl is so sweet. And thingy.

But you realise these popular Korean dramas are all the same?

Goong: Prince unwillingly marries girl. Loves another girl.
In the end he and his wife fall in love.

Full House: Movie star unwillingly marries girl. Loves another
girl. In the end he and his wife fall in love.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-0EsFkeVl6g
Gogo. See the opening song. Its damn nice.

Similar or what..
But heck, the shows are nice anyway.


EVERY SHALALALALA
EVERY WHOHWHOO-OO.
Testing

Saturday, October 28, 2006

I went to Cara's house for sleepover.
Bahs. We spent the whole night watching FullHouse.
Its a good show.
http://youtube.com/watch?v=-0EsFkeVl6g
There. Thats the opening song. SUPER NICE.
"shalalalala"


Believe it, at 2AM in the morning we go to Pratacafe
with her cousins and eat prata.
Wahah. It was so cool.
2am in the morning seh, and the place like crowded shite.

Then i eat Egg Prata.
Its kinda nice.
Kevin and Taoyong (Cara's cousins) were there.
Ting wei, the one they say looks like ShawnL went home.

Kevin keeps saying "yousuck" and "walao".
And Taoyong, hes kinda bompy.










(Note his sucking thumb)

AND DEATH NOTE ROCKS!
RULES RULES RULES.

"L" is so cool.
When he ate the chocolate and stuff.
And when he sits !! EEEEE. And sucks his thumb.

























And when he hold the handphone. Haha.

















Cannot take it.
*fangirl squeal*
*dies*

But. He really is cool.
Cannot wait for Deathnote 2 in Dec.
WHEEEE.














I love death note.
I really do. Reallreally really do.
Actually. I just love L.

*sighs*

EVERY SHALALALALA
EVERY WHOHWHOA

Thursday, October 26, 2006

I walk home in the heavy rain today.
Trudge trudge trudge.
I wear my Ashworth cap and feel the sludge in my shoe.
I feel my ipod getting wet.
My file and the papers are soaking.

It is disgusting.
But somehow, I LOVE IT.
WHEEEEEE.

Walking in the rain is terribly fun.
Since its the LAST DAY OF SCHOOL i didnt care much.
See the emphasis on the words.

I was singing and screaming and laughing.
All by myself, dancing in the rain like a crazy idiot.
When i got home, i was freaking soaked.
From head to toe i tell you.

My maid went crazy.
WHYYYY YOU NEVER CALL ME??
I solemly eat my lunch. I am freezing.

Pin comes along and i practice guitar.

Today we visited- Mumblesomethingmumble.
(malay heritage)
There was this guy called Mamad.
It may have been Mohamamed, but the woman kept going,

MAMAD!! YOU GO THERE NOW!
Okay girls, now you go and follow your groups.
MAAMADD! SOMETHINGTHINGBLABLA.

Then mamad here, mamad there.
Geez man. What the hell? Mammad?

And Sirin saw a Proaaramesomething tree.
FT was like going, nono, its a BhuahLooKoo tree.
The Cara laugh until she gonna die.

Yes. Today was boring. Nnrgh.



And i realise i talk to my Grandfather better face to face.
When i was trying out the walkietalkie with him, it was kinda
awkward. Really.

Plus, i talk to guys better using electronic devices.
Face to face, unless i know them really well, i get creeped.
You SEEE what the problem is with girl schools?

We dont come into contact with the male speices much.
And those people who dont have tuition or church or outside
societies, ehmagawd, they dont see guys at all!

Which puts them into a very difficult situation once they go
to JC or poly or ITE right? *Feels sorry for them*
But of course, mix schools now would probably be a terrible
distraction.

-thinks-

I now refuse to think about this anymore.
I have a headache.

Blah. I go read Twilight now.
And watch Ouran. Again. HONEY SENPAI.


TEEN DRINKING IN VERY BAD
YEAH BUT I GOT A FAKE IDEA THOUGH
-Tipsy

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

Today we went to East Coast Park.
Had a hard time deciding too. Gee.

Went to the beach first.
Good grief. The whole car was raining ants and my mom
was going AHHHHHH OHMYGODD JOHNN!!

Then she was half crying half screaming.
The whole damn front seat had like over thouand ants.
It was disgusting.

Then we had to drive all the way home, and vacume all
the ants out. I was bored. So i sms everyone to tell them
about ant domination.


Then when we reached, saw Bing and BQ buliding crap.
Then Nao and Dear in the water shouting MANDA COME IN.
So i went to play sandcastle.

We throw sand around.
Ahem, i mean, they throw sand at me and i just take revenge.
Then Bing and BQ mock me. Mean.

Horrible and mean.
Then my brother totally disowns me.

Gah. In which i make a new friend.
NICHOLAS! The cutest thingy after JonathanMP.
But in any case, Bing bribed him or something.
He started throwing sand at me.

Gah.
Then later Bing and Dear built some crappy merlion
and Bing was proudly showing off the thing. Gross.
I was frantically trying to change it to a chicken.
It suited it better. They didnt believe me.

I got mad at BQ because. BECAUSE.
Im alwasy mad at him. But it goes away.
He cracks me up.
BQ is nice when he wants to be.

We went to bathe and there was this ugly jumping
thingy in my bag. In which i screamed at. (no effect)
In fact, the sumg little creature seemed to like freaking
me out. So i kept my distance. We had a silent war.

And after that, we had lunch.
I ended up at the guys table and it wasnt my fault too.
I was just stting there. Then Wei was there. And becs
food.

Then Quan came along. Sat beside Wei.
Then my mom moved Becs food to Nao's table.
I shoulda known.

After that we went to watch the water skiers.
Shi me and Markie went to watch the skiers.
Was super cool.
Shi was super cute the cap and sunglasses.
So i decided to wear cap and sunglasses to match his.

Then BQ came along.
Kept stealing my cap. Got mad again.
Then again, he protected me from the dogs so i forgive.
The AngMoh guy with the four BIG dogs was kinda nice.

One of the skiers was american.
Veh shuaii. Or maybe thats cause when the does stunts he
looks super cool. *hugs*

Dear threw Bings cap in the water.
And then we were all like. AHH. Howhowhow.
Then one of the skiers fell.

We ran over to help. And to ask for favour.
Oh My Tian. It was a guy who looked like Shin from the
side. I decide hes Korean. But Bing says hes Jap, so. Well.
Mix.

He helped swim to get the cap.
Swoon. Haha. So nice.

Then later we go into combat with sticks and beans.
It retarded.
Bing and Dear go into MORTAL COMBAT.
It was damn funny. Laughed till i cannot take it.

Then we all go home.
Sigh. Bing is flying tonoght.
(turns green)

WHY WE WHOLE YEAR GO CHINA HUH.
WHYHWYHWYWHYWHY!?!?!?

Then he can go Aussie.
Nnrgh.

Blehs.
And yourwelcome.
I told you i'll bring a shirt.
I keep my promises.


MAYBE ITS INTUITION.
MAYBE ITS RAIN
MAYBE ITS SUN

Monday, October 23, 2006

Today track was fun.
Really really really fun.
In a really really fun way.

At first we realised the haze was gone. (PSI :65)
So. Finally outdoor traning.
Which also meant sprinting, in a half haze, neither here
nor there.

Which sucked.

My hand hurt from the jab too.
Which made it all worse.

Anyyway, at training at was really fun.
Although we had to do 150m sprints.

And IM not gonna tell you why it was so fun.
Never.
Because if i tell you then you'll have all sorta thoughts
about if it was fun or not.

THEN you'll have all sorta mean thoughts about me.
Which will then fly across Singapore to me to soot wo.
And then my shortlived happiness will be cut even shorter.

So im not telling you. Never again.
HA.

Me and Nat, we were like crazy.
We were jumping around like siaosiao trackhoppers.
Just trying to liven up the dull place.

Oh yeah. Forget about that.

Yestersay was siiao fun, ohboy.
Bowling at Seletar again.
Although we got chased out of the kids ballroom,
(If you can fit under my hand, you can go in. WE ALL FIT!
They lie. Maybe bend alittle BUT WE STLL FIT INNIT!)
arcade and snooker place, it was terribly fun anyway.

DI QING CAME.
Finally. Geez man, hes been missing the gatherings because
of his work commitments. Gahs. Hes promised to get me a cap.
Ahem. Not mean. He promised long ago. Plus the intrest, i
probably get dinner and movie too. Will tell him next time.

LAST CHIRSTMAS
I GAVE YOU MY HEART
THE VERY NEXT DAY
YOU GAVE IT AWAY

Sunday, October 22, 2006

Clouds Of Praise.
The coolest, spunkiest, loudest, greatest most amazing
group ever.

Know the feeling when your under the disco ball?
Music thumping, people singing, people dancing, and
bands are playing, music ringing.

Same feeling when your singing with them.
But, just more pure.
The best feeling in the world.

They play the guitar, slam the piano, and everyone sings,
loud and clear. No one is awkward like when youre with
youre friends and no one dares to sing.

Everyone there is warm. Everyone there sings. To the fullest.
They are prasing God and not much and stop them.
They shout and sing at the top of our voices.
And we have fun.

And that is Clouds Of Praise.
The warmest group of people you can ever meet.

We met at the school family camp.
I had refused to go.
But my Mom and my sister went anyway.
Which was a good thing, because thats how we met them.

We were then invited to the Desaru camp in which i was
coherced into going. Which was also a good thing because
it changed my insight to God so much.

I learned to love the whole group of them.
Incluing those like me, who arent in the COP but supports
them strongly.

So then, we started attending mass there. And BSC.
And attending their sessions and meetings.
But then i started CatClass which cut into their weekly
sessions.

So now we meet the group once a month.
On the third week.

Which, is today.
They planned a thing for the youths today.
Selling their CDs. And handmade objects.

Left at 5, and we left for StAnnes.
We sold CDs and promoted talks and talked to strangers.
It was the most fun ever, if not tiring.
ZhengWen and Dalston were fighting all the way.
Wahaha. Its fun to watch. Dalston loses everytime.

At the end of it, the group of us were tired shite.
We took the MRT to the usual meeting place.
Sigh. It was a great day.

CASTLE SO HIGH
UP IN THE SKY
I KNOW THAT I WOULD LOVE TO GO THERE
CASTLE SO HIGH
UP IN THE SKY
WOULDNT YOU LOVE TO GO TOO
-Barney

Friday, October 20, 2006

We were at the charesmatic talk again.
My parents managed to get me to go.
AGAIN.

Its at the basement of church.
We got there late cause i wanted to watch Princess Hours.
(Chnl U. 7:oo)

So. Not space.
Then we had to sit in this place where the stupid big pillar
was right is front of us.

So i had to squash with this guy i didnt know.
Mumble. Was kinda awkward.

Then Freddy Gomez went on with his very deep talk.
Then the blessing thing where everyone fell like domino.
I didnt know any songs they sang so i anyhow sing.
Then always wrong. Then the guy beside me keep snorting.

Saw Juijui and Aunty Jocelyn there too.
After the talk i went crazy and started telling them about
how my skin broke and bled after the hang on bar thing
coach made us to. Then i shoved the scar at them.

Haha. Poor them.

Juijui told mom that her shirt made her look old.
Wahaha!
Then in the car she was all affected and kept asking
if it really did make her look old and stuff.

Mom: Does this shirt really make me look old?
Me: Depends. Are you talking about the colour or what.
Mom: Just does it?
Me: You mean if it makes yout skin look nice? Or what.
Mom: JUST, DOES IT LOOK NICE?
Me: Oh, you mean how it matches your face huh.
Mom: You dont be cheeky, you!
Me: Bu..butbut... im not..

Boy, can i make her go crazy.

Then later.

Mom: So manda, really. Does it make me look old?
Me: (big eyes) Mummmyy.. all that matters is whats in
your heart!
Mom: WAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHH! HAHAHAAHAHAH!
HAHAHAHAAHH!HHAHAHAHAHAH! JOHN!! DID YOU
HEAR HERR??? WAHAHAHAAHAH!
Dad: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.
Me: Geez.
Mom: Now you know what i'll tell you when you want clothes
eh? Manda?

Oh damn.
Got myself cornered there. Heh.

MAY I HAVE YOUR ATTENTION PLEASE
WILL THE REAL SLIM SHADY PLEASE STAND UP
I REPEAT
WILL THE REAL SLIM SHADY PLEASE STAND UP